What's up?

I ain't no regular blogger, yo!

Anyway, I just had a lot of thoughts about stuff.. Lots of stuff..

Recently, just finished my virtual island. Basically, I need to create an island and integrate the different disciplines in civil engineering. I spent almost a week, day and night, trying to figure out how to build a website. Everything I do, I learnt it step-by-step. Did a lot of research on the web. Finally, I completed it all by myself. Was damn proud about that, though my website looked "kiddish", it was limited by the skills I've acquired within such a short time period. Anyway, during this "stress" period, I kept thinking about how unfair the education system was. Because while I'm struggling to build my website, some other "fortunate" people are enabled to engage "professional" help to help them create the website"effortlessly". Sigh. I'm always not the one enjoying the "incentives". It's in my blood.

Exams are here. This must be the most relaxing exam period for me. Only three papers and very well spread. But I went through the toughest period before this. And that was really the TOUGHEST period. Glad I've survived. On Thursday, I started going to the library to study. Earlier the week, I was in my room, not productive at all. It was then that I realised how much I enjoyed studying in the library. And I really had a lot of memories over there. Suddenly, I missed my EC again. But, without PY, I don't dare to go level 6 alone. Sigh!

Just chatted with SY on MSN. Realised she was going through a tough period also. When I thought things were going bad for me, I think she had it worst. It made me realised that people should never complain. Because when you complain, you will always see yourself as the MOST pathetic person, and this is a selfish act. This morning, I was just telling M and XY that somehow I'm irritated with ZY. I bet they told him during lunch. I knew they will tell him. Then I realised that I was always complaining that people don't appreciate my efforts(which is true), but I wasn't appreciating his efforts also. Sigh! But I can't stand the way he do things sometimes!

Anyway, I will try to create my own blog skin during the holidays! Yipee!