Ponder ponder ponder

After the long break, I finally saw him again in the fourth week of school. Before that, I've received so many sms from "concerned" friends that they had bumped into him at "science, arts, YIH". I wanted to see him very much but I really didn't expect to see him that day or rather I had given up hopes of bumping into him. Haha! But I was really glad to see him again. My heart was beating so fast that for a moment I can feel all the blood rushing into my brain. I really don't know why am I so infatuated with him. I realised that there are actually a lot of eligible guy friends in my own social circle, so why am I desperately clinging on to someone whom I don't think I have the chance to even know him.