16.1.08

A wake up call

I met up with xw and her friend yesterday. A much anticipated meetup. I simply had no idea what the meeting was all about, and thought it would be an exchange of ideas of how we did our planning. But it turned out to be a recruitment session. I knew I lost xw totally and now I'm in a dilemma of whether I should defend my company or not. I think I should because I do not want her to think that I lost her because of the product. It's really a learning experience, I felt like I got a tight slap right in the face. What have I been doing all the while?
No doubt I read a lot of self-help books but "to know but not do it, is yet to know". And sometimes, I really don't like the way sy encourages me. It really doesn't sounds good to my ears but I really should be more open-minded about criticisms. Hmm.. I'm also not sure if I should call up the friend to ask her something about the plan. This experience will propel me to work harder, because I am so angry of myself being such a useless person. Think positive!
What did I do right?
I really used my heart to plan.
I need to take up a life plan myself.

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