What's going on?

In a twinkle of time, Friday is here again!
However, I can't recall anything meaningful that I have accomplished this week.
Wasting my time doing insignificant stuff.
If feeling lousy is not enough, how about breaking my favourite racket to add to my misery? Sigh. i just bought the racket for about two months, and it just left me just like that. Devastated. And if that's not enough, I just restringed the racket last weekend. The string is brand new and I'm quite sure it's less than 100 hits.
What's going on with me?
For the past few days, I've been self-reflecting what kind of a person I am. I realised that I'm someone who thinks very highly of myself. I always think that I'm the kindest person in the world, most observant, most sensitive and most considerate. So disgusted with myself. I have to learn how to be modest and I should not whine when I'm the one offering help to others. I should really stop whining so much, thinking I'm the most miserable person on earth whenever I feel that others always took me for granted. Sigh. I guess, I'm not making much sense over here.
My purpose of living right now is to fulfil my role as a student. I need to catch up with all the readings and making sure that I don't fall asleep during lectures. I need to complete all my tutorials and assignments and projects and lab reports. I need to really focus on my studies.